Lyndell Locke has recently opened up to The Sun about his relationship with Grammy Award winning-singer Beyonce. He talked about their alleged 9-year relationship, his cheating ways and losing her to music mogul Jay-Z. We recall Lyndell discussing the details about their relationship back in 2009. We guess losing the Queen haunts him till this day because he can’t seem to let things go.
Check out the highlights below:
On loving and losing Bey:
“Beyonce was the love of my life and I was hers, so losing her is still my biggest regret. She would say to me all the time, ‘I’m afraid to ever live my life without you Lyndall, I want you to be mine for ever’.
I’ll be honest — it was me that messed everything up and lost her for ever to Jay Z, but I deserved it.
Who cheats on a woman as beautiful as Beyonce? Well, I am that man and it’s something that’ll always haunt me.”
On meeting Bey through Kelly Rowland:
“From the first time I saw Beyonce I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. She looked like an angel, the most beautiful girl I’d ever seen. We’d hang out after school and almost every night we’d fall asleep talking to each other on the phone.”
On being unaware they Beyonce could sing:
“She was just so shy, she was a bit of an outcast at school and didn’t even sing in the choir. For two years I didn’t know she could sing. We spent hours watching movies together and playing Connect 4.
Some of our most fun times was when I watched Beyonce, her sister Solange and Kelly performing dance routines. So while I had no idea how good her voice was back then, I certainly knew she could move.”
On their first kiss:
“It was just after Beyonce’s 15th birthday. I surprised her with Brian McKnight concert tickets and it happened that night. I had got popcorn and as we were sitting in our seats I dropped it. As we both went down to grab it we bumped heads, and locked into our first kiss.
On Beyonce wanting to abstain from sex:
“It was hard as the chemistry between us was electric, but I respected Beyoncé and knew it was important for her to wait. So we focused on talking about when we would got married. We agreed on a beach. We couldn’t wait to start a family. Beyoncé would say, ‘I want us to be together forever.’”
On why he cheated:
“The bigger star she became, the more I didn’t think I was good enough. One night, when she was out of town , I went to a bar with friends and ended up sleeping with another woman. Over the course of a few years I cheated on her about five times, but I never told her until after we broke up.”
On when he knew things were really over:
“Once she began dating Jay Z, I knew we were doomed and I could never win her back. But I know that no matter what, she will always love me. I will always wonder ‘What if?’ and, given all we shared, I’m sure a part of her must feel the same way.”
“She was such a great girl who cared about me deeply, she even wrote her hit Dangerously in Love while we were together. That’s how in love we were back then. Initially my intention was to take a break from our relationship so I could go to culinary school and make a name for myself. But when I headed to Austin to do the course she quickly moved on with her own life.”
“We both just looked at each other realizing there was this incredible spark of fireworks between us. It was that fairytale kiss you only hear about in the movies. That was the first feeling of true love between me and Beyonce. Still, to this day, I’ve never had another kiss as passionate as that one.”
This is just ridiculous! He learned his lesson and if this is true, we are sure that Beyoncé wouldn’t be the women she is now if it weren’t for her past!