“I’m not a bad person and this is what happens,” Lohan told Us through tears. “I was raised to treat people well, and I’m so tired of this drama. Everyone’s turned on me,” says the actress. She tells the magazine that the night of the Chateau showdown, Nicole Richie walked by her and said “Uck,” and Drea De Matteo said, “Come at me, bitch.”

“I’m a f–king 22-year-old girl who’s in love,” she says. “I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse: Mean Girls was a movie.” Lohan laughs though, at the rumors of her threatening to kill herself. She’s Okay: “I’m just really hurt!” she says. “The whole situation is sick.” Damn. Such a sad situation. Love can really hurt a person, bad. I feel for her and hope she gets over it soon. Time heals all wounds.